Jacquee's Crackies

Things That I Want. Some From Men. Some From People In General. Some Just Plain Ol' Things.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

A kiss on the forehead just because.
To be called beautiful not sexy or hot.
Respect. I am my own person with feelings. I have a mind that works, and if you disrespect me you just might get a piece of it. If you want me to respect you, do the same. Come on this is the Golden Rule people use it.
A long hug for no reason at all.
A call just to say hi and that you were thinking about me.
Don't play games, don't skirt around issues or feelings that need to be expressed. Contrary to my rough exterior I am really just a little kitten that loves attention.
Someone who knows all my different laughs/smiles and what they mean.
A penguin named Thor that's right THOR.
Don't lie to me. I mean it don't effing lie to me. Not even to the "do I look fat in this?" I am a big girl I can handle the truth.
Don't call me and not leave a message, especially if you have a blocked number.
If we are having a conversation and I am talking, listen to me. I mean it listen to listen don't listen to respond. Odds are I don't really want a response anyway if I do I will ask for it.
A song or poem written with me in mind.
Someone to sit and have a silent conversation, I am not uncomfortable with silence.
The cutest stuffed animal in the world.
Flowers, not roses. I love tulips and daisies and dahlias.
A Cavalier King Charles Spaniel (a girl) named Da'Kota I would prolly call her Kota Or Koty (said like Cody)

I am sure there are more I will update when I think of them.

:Posted By: Jacqueline Mardelle On: Thursday, August 25, 2005:
1 Comments:

8/25/2005 01:14:00 PM Shari said...

I am sick and bored...So shoot me.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

*PAST*

1* First grade teacher's name: Oh dear... All I remember is that my 2nd grade teachers first name was Barbara and she lived in Santa Barbara. She gave me a "yellow slip" because I called someone a sucker. I tried to play it of like I was offering him a sucker. She didn't buy it.

2* Last word you said: Snnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop. (It's the begining of "Drop it like it's hot!") My new saying is "Drop it like it is reasonably warm"

3* Last song you sang: Uhh "Drop it like it's Hot"

4* Last person you hugged: Jonathan on Sunday at church (I am sick that is why you are getting this super long survey and the reason I have not been hugging.)

5* Last thing you laughed at: Myself

6* Last time you said I dont remember: I don't remember... Oh now I do I just said it right now.

7* Last time you cried: 3 weeks ago??

*PRESENT*

9* What color socks are you wearing: Umm...skin colored...cuz i'm not wearing any

10* What's under your bed: Bunch of stuff that isn't mine

11* What time did you wake up today: I got up at 10:15 I woke up for the first time around 5:15 (when I get up for work)

12* Current taste: Metal, It's NASTY

13* Current hair: In a pony

15* Current annoyance: I HATE being sick

16* Current longing: I long to not be sick anymore

17* Current desktop background: Will Smith

18* Current worry: That if I don't take care of myself I will get Epstein Barr

19* Current hate: Being Sick (are you picking up a theme here??)

20* Current favorite article of clothing: PJ bottoms I bought at Old Navy with butterflies on them.

21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: Eyes, then ::cough::butt::cough::

22* Last CD that you listened to: I am listening to stuff in iTunes right now it is Dr. Dre

23* Favorite place to be: Anywhere peaceful

24* Least favorite place to be: Red Robin

25* Time you wake up in the morning: 5:00

26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: Guitar. That is so hot.

27* Favorite color: Green!!!

28* Do you believe in a heaven: Yes

29* How tall are you: 5'5"

30* Current favorite word/saying: But there are sooo many.... I guess "Hi 5" and "That's how we roll"

31* Favorite book: "To Kill A Mockingbird" I need to read that again for the millionth time.

32* Favorite season: Autumn. Yes I said Autumn not Fall.

33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: My Mom

*FUTURE*

35* Where do you want to go for college? APU

36* What is your career going to be like: I would really love to be a photographer. I want to be like Herb Ritts He takes a lot of nude pics so if kids are around becareful. I don't want to do that but this man has some serious skill. If you go to the end of the line there are famous people I want to do that.

37* How many kids do you want to have: As many as my wallet and body can handle

*HAVE YOU EVER...*

39* Said "I love you" and meant it: Yes

40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: Yes. Nikki gets mad at me all the time and wont speak to me.

41* Been to New York: No

42* Been to Florida: Yes

43* Been to California: No never!! HAHA yes!

44* Been to Hawaii: No

45* Been to Mexico: Yes

46* Been to Europe: Fo Sho

48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Only cuz I made it happen.

*RANDOM*

52* Do you have a crush on someone: Not really... But I am definately looking at guys differently now.

53* What book are you reading now? Last Man Standing - David Baldacci

54* Worst feeling in the world: There are three... Being Lonely... Being Jealous... and Feeling Vulnerable.

55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: Damn!!

56* How many rings before you answer: It depends on who is calling. Like if Bre' calls I wait cuz I like to dance to her ringer. "Drop It Like It's Hot"

57* Future daughter's name: Whitney...Wreagan (don't laugh I am serious about the second one)

58* Future son's name: Whitaker...Walker...Wyatt (are you getting the theme??)

59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes a giraffe named Georgia

60* If you could have any job you wanted: Photographer

61* Wish you were here: Walking on the black sand beaches in Hawaii

62* College plans: Yeah I have plans

63* Piercings: 2 in my left ear 3 in my right. My tongue used to be pierced.

*THE EXTRA STUFF*
64* Do you do drugs: No

65* Do you drink: Every now and then.

67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: Tresemme

68* What are you most scared of: Knives

69* What clothes do you sleep in: Something comfy

70* Who is the last person that called you: Bre' (I danced) but then she said oh lemme call you right back. ???

71* Where do you want to get married: On a beach barefoot

72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: I could lose a few pounds

73* Who do you really hate: I don't think I could go so far as to say that I actually HATE someone I DISLIKE people though.

74* Been In Love: Yea

75* Are you timely or always late: Depends

76* Do you have a job: Yea

77* Do you like being around people: Most of the time.

78* Best feeling in the world: Knowing someone loves you just as much as you love them

79* Are you for world peace: Really now who isn't. We all just have different ways of obtaining peace.

80* Are you a health freak: I wish

81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: Not really just as long as they are pretty. Yes I say pretty I like pretty boys.

82* Do you want someone you don't have? Yea

83* Are you lonely right now: No not really

85* Do you want to get married: Hell yea

86* Do you want kids? Fo Sho

TODAY
87* Cried: No

88* Bought Something: I didn't buy anything but I did pay the doctor.

89* Gotten Sick: Not like I ralphed. But yes I am sick

90* Sang: EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE VERY LOUDLY

91* Said I Love You: Yes.

92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: Yes...and then i did!

93* Met Someone: No

94* Moved On: In the process

95* Talked To Someone: Yes

96* Had A Serious Talk: No not so much. Maybe when Bre' gets home.

97* Missed Someone: Yes

98* Hugged Someone: No :(

99* Yelled at Someone: No

100* Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: Does a daydream count???

:Posted By: Jacqueline Mardelle On: Wednesday, August 24, 2005:
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8/24/2005 11:24:00 PM Shari said...
8/24/2005 11:29:00 PM word. said...

OH YEAH I AM BACK.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Ok so I am guessing that all the people who read my blog already know that Jonathan and I broke up.

It has been a month and a half and I have been spending a lot of time with my friends, talking with Shari and just trying to work on me. At first when we were deciding to break up I was sure that it is what we were supposed to do. Then in the following weeks I was upset really upset but over the past 2 weeks I have definately come into a peace about it. Yes I am still sad but it is really like all the worry has been washed away. I am honestly for once in my almost 23 years of living totally ok with being single.

I also just made a huge commitment to do worship and the admin for my churches grade school kids sunday school. As overwhelming as the future looks to me right now I am thrilled to be working with these kids. I was also toying with the idea of volunteering for the high school youth group on tuesday nights. A couple fridays ago most of the Jr. and Sr. High School kids came to an all nighter. Can I just say that I LOVE those girls!! (the HS ones) They are so fun and remind me of me but ummm more wholesome. So if anyone thinks about it can you guys pray for me...just so that I can handle all that I am taking on. Thanks!!

:Posted By: Jacqueline Mardelle On: Tuesday, August 23, 2005:
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8/24/2005 12:07:00 AM Mary said...
8/24/2005 12:18:00 AM word. said...
8/24/2005 01:53:00 PM Shari said...

Quotes I ♥

"ummmm ... no Jacquee dear I do not. Your real nickname is 'perfect little angel that everyone loves and adores'"
{Brent}

"The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over."
{Hunter S. Thompson}

"...an ocean tumbled by with a private boat for me and i sailed off through the night and day and in and out of weeks and almost over a year to where the wild things are."
{Where The Wild Things Are -- Maurice Sendak}

"I think I'll be a clown when I get grown," said Dill. "Yes, sir, a clown.... There ain't one thing in this world I can do about folks except laugh, so I'm gonna join the circus and laugh my head off." "You got it backwards, Dill," said Jem. "Clowns are sad, it's folks that laugh at them." "Well, I'm gonna be a new kind of clown. I'm gonna stand in the middle of the ring and laugh at the folks."
{To Kill A Mockingbird -- Harper Lee}

"There are always two people in every picture: the photographer and the viewer."
{Ansel Adams}

"They're certainly entitled to think that, and they're entitled to full respect for their opinions... but before I can live with other folks I've got to live with myself. The one thing that doesn't abide by majority rule is a person's conscience."
{Atticus -- To Kill A Mockingbird -- Harper Lee}

"There are no rules for good photographs, there are only good photographs."
{Ansel Adams}

"A stiff apology is a second insult.... The injured party does not want to be compensated because he has been wronged; he wants to be healed because he has been hurt."
{G.K. Chesterton}

"...but I don't think I give an elf's butt about that."
{Mary}

Photogs of Mr. Huhrubababubb